*hug*

yeah silences, they’re so confusing. i was at this classmate’s party once, i think me and my friend were the only two  guests left, and she went to the toilet. Classmate and me sat in what i thought was a comfortable silence but then he said it was awkward and yeah.

i’m sort of quiet and i don’t really mind silences (i can also babble/ramble about all kinds of topics though) but sometimes i think people are also more quiet around me? which is kind of weird and might not even be an actual thing, idk.

i had a better message but then something happened and poof gone was the answer.

okay the good stuff: obviously the music. and actually seeing the artists perform. the whole interaction with the crowd, and how you can see people who are having fun on stage and enjoying playing. and just hanging out with friends. and loooots of people walking around in bandshirts and some aspects of the camping. and the weather was really nice.. and just the general feeling/atmosphere.

the less nice stuff: not much access to running water. though i got used to that a little. everything smelled like smoke and stuff by the end though. getting out of the box thingy after 30 seconds to mars when people were already going in to see kings of leon and it was busy at the brand bier tent was not nice. i was a little ill on friday so that was meh. carrying luggage is heavy :p. oh and you know when loud music you get the trembly thing and your chest trembles and all? not nice. at all. (well depending on the band a bit but sometimes it really sucked, but probs also had to do with not feeling well). oh and no internet and lying awake at night and thoughts and noise and kinda hard ground and waking up several times every night (though could’ve been worse).

and now it looks like there’s less nice stuff but that’s not true there’s just so much nice stuff it’s a bit much to describe in more detail.